The Flow of Time: Lockdown, Day 40

Dirty old river, must you keep rolling
Flowing into the night?
People so busy, make me feel dizzy
Taxi light shines so bright.

Ray Davies – Waterloo Sunset

Lockdown Day 40

The Thames now is a whole lot cleaner than when Ray Davies wrote about gazing out over the ‘dirty old river’ in 1967.  Just over half a century ago the waters at Tower Bridge were declared ‘biologically dead‘ whereas now the river boasts 400 species of invertebrate, 125 varirties of fish and sightings of seals and porpoises in its lower reaches are increasingly common.

But, as a nation, we still have a long way to go: the World Wide Fund for Nature (WWF) predicts Britain is unlikely to reach 2027’s EU targets for reducing river pollution. Dr Andrew Singer, senior scientist at the UK Centre for Ecology and Hydrology insisted last year that ‘there is no river in the UK that is safe to be swimming in’.

There are more than 18,000 sewer overflows across England and Wales ― and about 90% of them discharge raw sewage directly into rivers, according to the WWF:

Overflows are supposed to occur only during extreme rainfall to prevent sewage backing up into homes, but in 2017 the charity found 8-14% of overflows spilling sewage into rivers at least once a week, and between a third and a half at least once a month.

There is a logic, by the way, to illustrating the quote from Ray Davies’s lyrics with a picture of the Mersey. In a 2010 interview with the Liverpool Echo Davies, late of North London, revealed that he loved Liverpool, that his whole career had been inspired by Merseybeat and that the song had originally been called Liverpool Sunset.

Picture of the River Mersey from Rock Ferry ©Bobby Seal

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The Flow of Time: Lockdown, Day 39


Even the anatomy of a river was laid bare. Not far downstream was a dry channel where the river had run once, and part of the way to come to know a thing is through its death. But years ago I had known the river when it flowed through this now dry channel, so I could enliven its stony remains with the waters of memory.

Norman Maclean – A River Runs Through It and Other Stories

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Picture of stream near Flodden, Northumberland ©Bobby Seal

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The Flow of Time: Lockdown, Day 38

Time is the river on which the leaves of our thoughts are carried into oblivion.

Doris LessingThe Golden Notebook

Lockdown Day 38

 

How do you sleep?
How do you sleep at night?

John Lennon

For me, one of the biggest headaches of the present lockdown is insomnia. I don’t have a problem with getting to sleep: by 10.00pm I’m ready for bed, after ten pages of a book I’m ready to put my light out and within five minutes of that I’m fast asleep.

No, the problem for me isn’t getting to sleep; it’s staying asleep that I struggle with. By four or five I’m wide awake. On better days I can struggle for an hour or so and then manage to drift back into a very shallow sleep until six or six-thirty. If I’m unlucky even that eludes me and I have to give up and drag myself from bed at five-thirty or six.
I’m very physically active in the day and I don’t drink caffeine in the evening. I’ve tried forcing myself to stay up later, I always leave my phone downstairs, I’ve tried drinking alcohol and not drinking alcohol and I’ve started to practice meditation. But still the same result: awake with the birds at four or five.

I think I know what the problem is: like so many other people at the moment I have a head full of worries and anxieties about the COVID-19 crisis. As well as concerns about the world in general I have specific worries about the difficulties faced by my kids, grandkids and my wife, who works for the NHS. In the day I can just about handle all of this, mainly by keeping myself really busy. But at night, once I’ve had four or five hours sleep to wipe away the worst of my exhaustion, the anxieties come back up to the surface and haunt me.

I’m not unique, I think most people have these kind of worries. Some people, too many people, have things much, much worse at the moment. So in many ways I’m very fortunate. All the same, I just wish I could get a good night’s sleep now and again.

In Greek mythology the god of sleep is known as Hypnos. The Lethe, the river of forgetfulness, flows through the cave system in which he resides. Charles Baudelaire wrote about the Lethe in his Fleurs du Mal. Anyone who has suffered with insomnia will recognise the desperation evoked by Baudelaire in this poem. He writes of a longing for sleep that is so overwhelming that he is willing to embrace it whatever the cost:

I wish to sleep! to sleep rather than live!
In a slumber doubtful as death,
I shall remorselessly cover with my kisses
Your lovely body polished like copper.
To bury my subdued sobbing
Nothing equals the abyss of your bed,
Potent oblivion dwells upon your lips
And Lethe flows in your kisses.

Picture of the River Dee at Holt ©Bobby Seal

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The Flow of Time: Lockdown, Day 37

The crossing was over. They were arriving. The movement of the little steamer that had collected the passengers from the packet-boat drove the raw air against Miriam’s face. In her tired brain the grey river and the flat misty shores slid constantly into a vision of the gaslit dining-room at home . . . the large clear glowing fire, the sounds of the family voices. Every effort to obliterate the picture brought back again the moment that had come at the dinner-table as they all sat silent for an instant with downcast eyes and she had suddenly longed to go on for ever just sitting there with them all.

Now, in the boat she wanted to be free for the strange grey river and the grey shores. But the home scenes recurred relentlessly. Again and again she went through the last moments . . . the goodbyes, the unexpected convulsive force of her mother’s arms, her own dreadful inability to give any answering embrace.

Dorothy Richardson Pointed Roofs (Pilgrimage Vol. 1)

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Richardson was dissatisfied with the form of both the romantic and the realist novel. She wanted to write a novel based on her own life experiences, but to transmute it into something different by seeing it through the eyes of her protagonist, Miriam. Miriam’s voice was to replace Richardson’s. But clearly, there was still a narrator behind that voice. Richardson’s great achievement was to develop a new way of expressing her responses to the world that she saw about her. She was a modernist and a feminist. Pilgrimage has been described as the first full-scale impressionist novel.

 

Extract from From Flâneur to Flâneuse: The City, Mobility and Gender in the Fiction of Dorothy Richardson and Virginia Woolf ©Bobby Seal

Picture of Deutsches Eck, Koblenz ©Bobby Seal

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The Flow of Time: Lockdown, Day 36

In a breath, the river that flows through our Sunday walks is sparkling in the summer sun, is ruffled by the winter wind, or thickened with drifting heaps of ice.

Charles Dickens – David Copperfield

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Picture of Hvítá River, Iceland ©Bobby Seal

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The Flow of Time: Lockdown, Day 35

It was remarkable how the races that had gone to his making had each left its signature on the river bank; often over and over, as children on gates and walls scrawl the names of those amongst them who are ‘courting’.
On one side of the harbour mouth the place-name was Gaelic, on the other side it was Norse. Where the lower valley broadened out to flat, fertile land the name was Norse, but the braes behind it were Gaelic. A mile up the river where the main stream was joined by its first real tributary, the promontory overlooking the meeting of the waters was crowned by the ruins of a broch that must have been the principal stronghold of the glen when the Picts, or perhaps some earlier people, were in their heyday.
And all these elements of race still existed along the banks of the river, not only visibly in the appearance of the folk themselves, but invisibly in the stones and earth …
Neil M Gunn – Highland River

Lockdown Day 35

 

 

 

Picture of River Tummel at Pitlochry ©Bobby Seal

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The Flow of Time: Lockdown, Day 34

In Liverpool, I beheld long China walls of masonry; vast piers of stone; and a succession of granite-rimmed docks, completely enclosed, and many of them communicating, which almost recalled to mind the great American chain of lakes: Ontario, Erie, St. Clair, Huron, Michigan, and Superior. The extent and solidity of these structures, seemed equal to what I had read of the old Pyramids of Egypt.

Karel Čapek Letters from England, 1924

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Back in February 2017 I took the train up to Liverpool to see Tracey Emin’s My Bed at the Tate. I wasn’t disappointed; close up the installation created a searingly honest self-portrait of the artist. It was shown in an exhibition space alongside a series of drawings by William Blake. The seeming dissonance of these two bodies of work was quickly overcome, for me, by the underlying qualities they shared and their contrasting ways of saying something very similar. Emin’s My Bed and Blake’s The Crucifixion: Behold Thy Mother and Pity are all, in their own way, protests against the sexual and social hypocricies of their day.

Another image caught my eye as I was about to leave: the view across the Mersey towards Birkenhead framed by one of the windows of the former Albert Dock warehouse which now forms the Tate. A restored waterfront, its former wealth built on trade with Africa and the Americas. Trade that drove the shipyards of Birkenhead, the sugar refineries of Liverpool and the cotton mills of Lancashire. Wealth that was based, let us not forget, on the slave trade. This (above) is in some ways a beautiful image, but beneath its surface there is an underlying darkness.

 

 

A window on the River Mersey ©Bobby Seal

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The Flow of Time: Lockdown, Day 33

I was lucky, I am lucky. I came bursting out of the water and into the light with a great gasp, a loud heaving that you’d have thought people on the river bank would have been able to hear. There were no boats coming – I’d checked before I jumped, because obviously I didn’t want to tangle with river traffic. I’d have gone off a bridge over the M1 otherwise. No, I wanted a watery death.

Joseph Gallivan – England All Over

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The higher your starting point, the bigger the splash. Hockney was aware of this. But if you focus on the splash, rather than the water, you’re doing something that is impossible in real life: ‘you’re freezing a moment and it becomes something else’.

 

 

Splash quote ©David Hockney

Tower Bridge picture ©Bobby Seal

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The Flow of Time: Lockdown, Day 32

The fountains mingle with the river
And the rivers with the ocean,
The winds of heaven mix for ever
With a sweet emotion;
Nothing in the world is single;
All things by a law divine
In one spirit meet and mingle.
Why not I with thine?
Percy Bysshe Shelley – Love’s Philosophy

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While ripples dance to the music of stones.

 

Picture by ©Bobby Seal

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The Flow of Time: Lockdown, Day 31

The old river in its broad reach rested unruffled at the decline of day, after ages of good service done to the race that peopled its banks, spread out in the tranquil dignity of a water way leading to the uttermost ends of the earth.

Joseph Conrad – Heart of Darkness

Lockdown Day 31

 

This is the message Georg and Maria, quoting Beethoven, sent to me:

Die Hoffnung nährt mich, sie nährt ja die halbe Welt, und ich habe sie mein Lebtag zur Nachbarin gehabt, was wäre sonst aus mir geworden?

Which translates into English as:

Hope nourishes me, it nourishes indeed half the world, and I have had it as my neighbour for all my life, what otherwise would have become of me?

How appropriate a message for us all to hold onto at this challenging time.

 

Picture of the River Mersey at dusk ©Bobby Seal

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